Be careful what you wish for

Sometimes you get the change you wish for. And then you realize that you're not so sure it's really what you wanted. Yes, it may be what you need in the long run, but definitely not what you wanted. Then you second guess everything you've done, you wonder if the change really is for the best, and you mourn the loss of something that wasn't perfect, but had some pretty good moments. It's like a death of sorts and the grieving sucks.